1. |
Introduction
01:07
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2. |
Starting Over
02:16
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who are you to tell me who I am,
when you know nothing about me,
and know even less about yourself?
your life seems like a big pile of mistakes
and I, I won't believe I'm just another one of them
I am sick of these life
I'm starting over, without you this time
without you this time
who are you to control me,
when you don't know what control is,
and everything around you is falling apart?
I'm through living in fear of every step you take
no I won't be a part of your twisted reality
I am sick of these life
I'm starting over, without you this time
without you this time
after years of blaming myself I know it's not my fault
since all that you expect from me
are things that I can never be
this time you are not in charge
now it's my turn to choose
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3. |
Time
02:37
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wake up, get out of bed
there's no time to waste
you're gonna be late again, you're gonna miss it all again
get out of bed
there's no time to linger
you're gonna be late again, you're gonna miss it all again
gotta run, gotta make it
in this endless race that called my life
I always feel like I'm chasing my own tail
and even when I thought I had it, it slipped away
I'm running out of time, and I can't let it go to waste
day by day, the same routine
after doing all your chores and obligations,
not enough time left for us to dream
cause in this life, don't forget, the easiest thing to lose yourself
and I think I am getting close to it
and even when I thought I had it, it slipped away
I'm running out of time, and I can't let it go to waste
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4. |
Farewell Letter
02:45
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I no longer want to take a part in here
this place is nothing but anger and resentment lying under the surface,
how many times can I hurt myself, to clear my way out of your mess?
when I try to see through your walls, you're dragging me back
capture this moment, one last moment of frustration
before I break your walls, for once and for all, for once and for
my only wish was to shape my future as I want it to be
the only thing you can't take from me
I no longer expect anything from you
I already know how pointless it is to count on someone like you
how many times will I have to fight, against the ones who should love me the most?
when I figure out what I want, you're dragging me back
so capture this moment, one last moment of frustration
before I break your walls, for once and for all, for once and for
my only wish was to shape my future as I want it to be
the only thing you can't take from me
my only wish from you was to shape my future as I want
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5. |
Honey
01:37
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cause you don't know
you don't seem to understand
behind your back your story ends
you're all the things you never wanted to become
you don't know
you don't seem to understand
cause no one ever really said
they don't like you, they just pretend
it's been a while
but it seems like nothing has changed at all
you still can't tell what’s wrong or right
while everyone watch as you fall
I don't remember how things ended up this way
And honestly, I don’t care
I’m just glad that you’re not there anymore
cause you don't know
you don't seem to understand
behind your back your story ends
you're all the things you never wanted to become
you don't know
you don't seem to understand
cause no one ever really said
they don't like you, they just pretend
I hope you’ll get up someday
and do what you need
cause it will take a lifetime
to fix the shit you did
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6. |
I Remember
02:03
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how easy it is, to take advantage when your mind is hollow,
the only thing you care about is your irresistible urge for satisfaction
you were a stranger in an unfamiliar place, but I remember every single detail from you
the words you said, the things you did
I guess it is too hard to forget
it tears me apart, all over again
the time has passed, and it took the pain away
but under my skin, the scar still remains
it will always be there, to make sure I won't forget
when I restore these images in my head,
I recall all the sleepless nights that followed them,
a flash of memory when all you want is to forget,
but I can't let, no I can't let the fear to overwhelm me, not again
it tears me apart, all over again
the time has passed, and it took the pain away
but under my skin, the scar still remains
it will always be there, to make sure I won't forget
look at me now,
I'm not the person I was before
thanks to you, I'm stronger
no one can hurt me, no more
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7. |
Scars
00:35
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8. |
Another Failure
02:32
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I tried to deal with you in any way I can
but every single time I remain speechless in front of you
you see right through me, know all my weaknesses
paralyzing me when I attempt to have the upper hand
I never wanted to join this fight
but it seems like I have no choice, you're forcing me to take a side
so tell me how long will it take
until this battle comes to an end?
I can't stand your presence in my life, but I can't bear the feeling of another failure
time is running out and pressure is hitting home
while you keep staring at me,
giving up is not an option, neither is breaking down
I'll struggle as much as I can,
this time you won't influence me
but as I speak, you sit and smile,
and silently find your ways to defeat me, to control my mind
so tell me how long will it take
until this battle comes to an end?
I can't stand your presence in my life, but I can't bear the feeling of
another failure
slowly you drift away from me,
soon there will be no trace left but a blink of memory.
I'm beginning to think It was all in my head,
cause now I can look you in the eyes, and I'm not afraid
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9. |
Ground Zero
02:16
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back to ground zero ,
why do I keep on trying?
I can't even comprehend why for a split second there, I thought you liked me
now I know it was all an act,
now I know, I won't be a fool again
your charades defeat their purpose
cause I'm sobered up, I quit
I'm done taking part in your game
I blame myself for falling for you
but letting go, letting go was the best thing I could do
oh, no
I see it coming, sneaks behind my back
and it doesn't matter where I am or what I want,
it never asks for permission
drop by drop, you're dripping from my mind
trickles into my veins, poisons every single cell
before I had a chance to resist, I'm yours again
I blame myself for falling for you
but letting go, letting go was the best thing I can do
something in me shrinks
when I'm close to you, I know,
a part of me is still waiting for a sigh
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