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Starting Over

by NEAT

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1.
Introduction 01:07
2.
who are you to tell me who I am, when you know nothing about me, and know even less about yourself? your life seems like a big pile of mistakes and I, I won't believe I'm just another one of them I am sick of these life I'm starting over, without you this time without you this time who are you to control me, when you don't know what control is, and everything around you is falling apart? I'm through living in fear of every step you take no I won't be a part of your twisted reality I am sick of these life I'm starting over, without you this time without you this time after years of blaming myself I know it's not my fault since all that you expect from me are things that I can never be this time you are not in charge now it's my turn to choose
3.
Time 02:37
wake up, get out of bed there's no time to waste you're gonna be late again, you're gonna miss it all again get out of bed there's no time to linger you're gonna be late again, you're gonna miss it all again gotta run, gotta make it in this endless race that called my life I always feel like I'm chasing my own tail and even when I thought I had it, it slipped away I'm running out of time, and I can't let it go to waste day by day, the same routine after doing all your chores and obligations, not enough time left for us to dream cause in this life, don't forget, the easiest thing to lose yourself and I think I am getting close to it and even when I thought I had it, it slipped away I'm running out of time, and I can't let it go to waste
4.
I no longer want to take a part in here this place is nothing but anger and resentment lying under the surface, how many times can I hurt myself, to clear my way out of your mess? when I try to see through your walls, you're dragging me back capture this moment, one last moment of frustration before I break your walls, for once and for all, for once and for my only wish was to shape my future as I want it to be the only thing you can't take from me I no longer expect anything from you I already know how pointless it is to count on someone like you how many times will I have to fight, against the ones who should love me the most? when I figure out what I want, you're dragging me back so capture this moment, one last moment of frustration before I break your walls, for once and for all, for once and for my only wish was to shape my future as I want it to be the only thing you can't take from me my only wish from you was to shape my future as I want
5.
Honey 01:37
cause you don't know you don't seem to understand behind your back your story ends you're all the things you never wanted to become you don't know you don't seem to understand cause no one ever really said they don't like you, they just pretend it's been a while but it seems like nothing has changed at all you still can't tell what’s wrong or right while everyone watch as you fall I don't remember how things ended up this way And honestly, I don’t care I’m just glad that you’re not there anymore cause you don't know you don't seem to understand behind your back your story ends you're all the things you never wanted to become you don't know you don't seem to understand cause no one ever really said they don't like you, they just pretend I hope you’ll get up someday and do what you need cause it will take a lifetime to fix the shit you did
6.
I Remember 02:03
how easy it is, to take advantage when your mind is hollow, the only thing you care about is your irresistible urge for satisfaction you were a stranger in an unfamiliar place, but I remember every single detail from you the words you said, the things you did I guess it is too hard to forget it tears me apart, all over again the time has passed, and it took the pain away but under my skin, the scar still remains it will always be there, to make sure I won't forget when I restore these images in my head, I recall all the sleepless nights that followed them, a flash of memory when all you want is to forget, but I can't let, no I can't let the fear to overwhelm me, not again it tears me apart, all over again the time has passed, and it took the pain away but under my skin, the scar still remains it will always be there, to make sure I won't forget look at me now, I'm not the person I was before thanks to you, I'm stronger no one can hurt me, no more
7.
Scars 00:35
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I tried to deal with you in any way I can but every single time I remain speechless in front of you you see right through me, know all my weaknesses paralyzing me when I attempt to have the upper hand I never wanted to join this fight but it seems like I have no choice, you're forcing me to take a side so tell me how long will it take until this battle comes to an end? I can't stand your presence in my life, but I can't bear the feeling of another failure time is running out and pressure is hitting home while you keep staring at me, giving up is not an option, neither is breaking down I'll struggle as much as I can, this time you won't influence me but as I speak, you sit and smile, and silently find your ways to defeat me, to control my mind so tell me how long will it take until this battle comes to an end? I can't stand your presence in my life, but I can't bear the feeling of another failure slowly you drift away from me, soon there will be no trace left but a blink of memory. I'm beginning to think It was all in my head, cause now I can look you in the eyes, and I'm not afraid
9.
Ground Zero 02:16
back to ground zero , why do I keep on trying? I can't even comprehend why for a split second there, I thought you liked me now I know it was all an act, now I know, I won't be a fool again your charades defeat their purpose cause I'm sobered up, I quit I'm done taking part in your game I blame myself for falling for you but letting go, letting go was the best thing I could do oh, no I see it coming, sneaks behind my back and it doesn't matter where I am or what I want, it never asks for permission drop by drop, you're dripping from my mind trickles into my veins, poisons every single cell before I had a chance to resist, I'm yours again I blame myself for falling for you but letting go, letting go was the best thing I can do something in me shrinks when I'm close to you, I know, a part of me is still waiting for a sigh

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released August 16, 2014

Members:
Amit Ripshtos - Guitars
Guy Golran - Bass
Roee Kahana - Drums
Hadar Shemesh - Vocals

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Recorded at Goodstock Studios and amit ripshtos
Mixed and Mastered by Amit Ripshtos
Album cover artwork by Inbar rAviv
2014

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